confused about what she was thinking

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He had been confused about what she was thinking.
He didn’t know what was going on.
She said to him, I love you but could you change because of me.
Two things were running through his mind right now.
1. To change and love her too
Or 2 go along with his mates and leave her.
He loved her
And she loved him the only thing that was in his way was his mates.
He was too caution about what his friends would think of him.
She brushed up against him and asked if he was to be able to hold her for the rest of his life.
He gave her a disconcerned look even though he loved her dearly.
She was frustrated through everything that they’ve been through that this thick headed guy didn’t learn anything.
She fell to the ground and didn’t want to get up
She was shattered. About what had happened?

Everything that they’ve been through has he not learned that she had given all of her.
He loved her but didn’t know how to convey it.
All of this time she had been blinded by love. She wanted to show him how much he meant to her,
But couldn’t because of worrying about what would happen. What if he didn’t care? What if it made it worse?
She told her self that it was worse than being in love with a stranger. She was so shattered.
She half wanted to move on because of him treating her that way and half she didn’t want to let go of him
All the good memories that she had with him.
Every time that he made her laugh
Every time he was there to comfort her when she wanted to cry. He was the person to talk to
He was her shield her everything her life revolved around him
She once thought about this situation but then again she thought to herself it wouldn’t never happen to me.
She then thought about when he started to change. She was filled with thoughts.

Of course, he broke her heart but when did it start. Then suddenly she had the answer.
It was when he started hanging out with a new bunch of people. They completely changed him.
Everyday after that he would start to talk less to her. He used to text her good night every night.
They would text and text; even though she wanted to go to sleep he would always bring something good about to talk about
They would stay up late and talk and talk text and text. To the point that it was a text every second.
They were so in love, you could tell that they were ment to be together forever.
She never thought this day would come. As he got closer to his new friends they would talk less and less everyday.
She already had that feeling, where she thought that she should give him space. But as they didn’t talk to each other
They grew more and more apart until gradually the only thing they say to each other in a day was:
Hey what’s up, how was your day.
And then the convo would end there.

He was so confused, he didn’t want to talk to her anymore, and even though I push the saying he loves her.
He still didn’t admit that they were growing further and further apart.
It was sad to say but this could be the end of the road for them.
She knew she loved him with all her heart
And so did he. But he was too cautious about what he’s new friends would think.
He never used to do this she thought to herself.
They would day they would talk and talk. Hours and hours of sharing to each other.
Had ended up in tragic.

At this point in the story I know how you feel, you want them to tell it to each other, but as you read on the plot thickens.
Man I hate to be reading these tragic stories but I sure like writing them.
Anyways, oh yeah tragic. It gets even worse…

She loves him, he loves her, well loved her by her opinion.
She’d been thinking. She is going to try to tell him how much he loves her again, even if he won’t take it the same way.
She would still tell him.
she approached him slowly.
He could see her coming, so could his friends. About this point in time, his heart is racing like a pack of stallions.
He wanted to run up to her and grab her and sweep her off her feet, but thinking back to his friends he didn’t. He’s arms were going out for a hug,
But he restraint himself.

He wanted to grab her and hug and hold her for the rest of his remaining life. But he didn’t.
(Like seriously what kinda stupid guy would do that)
She could see him coming but then she blinked and he had not moved a muscle.
She was so disappointed she knew that he had loved her and she knew that there was a part of him that still did.
If it was the old him he would of reached out and grab her to hug, and never let her go until she was getting suffocated.
She was preparing to let it all go for him. To think that she had wasted about 5 years for him.
She knew and wished that someday he would find the truth and come back to her.
But as she thought about it couldn’t not come true.
She knew that this would be the end of the road for them.

She knew that she had to somehow move on from him. Even enough he loved her so much.
She looked at him; a tear ran down her face. It sparkled in the light. He could see it, but did not react.
He knew that he had torn her apart. With all that they‘ve been through.
She looked at him once more. Trying to erase every memory with him, but she couldn’t there was too much.
Then she took off. Not looking back.
At this point he’s heart had crushed.

(3 years later)

She had been over in Paris for the past three years and was about to return home.
She returned to that little town that she lived in. she was now 21 and living life to the fullest.
As soon as she got home she put her bags down and went around visiting the town.
She was trying to remember everything that happened in this small town.
And then she remembers about that boy who broke her heart three years ago.
As soon as she thought of him he appeared.
He was much older and much more mature.
He now works at the local markets. With his family.

He stared straight at her. It was like the whole earth stood still. It was like they were the only two people in the entire world.
She didn’t want to be mean and childish so she approached her.
He looked at her with the same look he gave her when they had just met.
She said hello and he did too. Suddenly her phone rang. It was her fiancé.
He wanted her to come home because of something special. So she decided to invite him home for dinner with them.
To his surprise he agreed to come.
As soon as he got back to her house. Her fiancé was waiting in the dining room with candles and everything.
He had cooked dinner for them.
(He was so much better than that other thick headed guy)

Her fiancé pulled out a chair for her and gave her a bunch of roses. The other guy was just standing there watching them.
Pulled out a seat for him and sat down. He thought to him self. That could have been them if he didn’t put his mates first.
Everything would be good. He asked her how she has been she said great. She now is a full time artist and just came back from studying in Paris.
He was happy for her. That she didn’t choose him. He would have been such a dickhead. And I exaggerate the word dickhead.
He was so stupid for putting his mates first.
He decided to leave and so that was what he did.

Three months later she sent him a wedding invitation.
He did receive it and did go to the wedding.
He was so happy for her. And truly. Thought about his life.
He was really sad he had missed out on a chance.
It was there right in front of him and he didn’t take it.
Her and her fiancé got, married and lived happily ever after with their three kids.

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